Wednesday, April 05, 2006
yest i suddenly felt lonely n sorrowful again..like life is so boring till im almost hm e whole day..!! i cant believe it..haix..dis whole hols i onli went out like 3times?! wait or is it 2? ya i tink its 2.. 1 is double dating wif mei..2nd is not even outin..is juz movie wif baby aft movie went back..haix e rest of e time im out is gym..or at baby's place..n ya..lied 2 them again..haix..i guess my life is juz like dis?! well..
i noe darling will say not 2 tink my life is like tt..but well..it is..sigh..
n 2 add on..my sis in upset wif me now..cos i didnt wanna go her cca performance in sch..haix..my fault again..y do i always seem 2 hurt ppl? argh..!! sis i wun find excuse for myself ba..i guess i noe u wan me 2 pei u..every step of e way..i noe im selfish..sayin sorry wun change a ting..well..i dun noe wat 2 say le..if u givin me a black face make u feel beta..go ahead ba..i noe im not a good sis anyway..
1day if i vanish will ppl feel pain for me?! or will they tink "great 1 less b*tch in e world..?"
thinking of you @ 4:06 PM